neoplasticism

I'm sure you've seen it, the primary colours red, yellow, and blue complimented by black, white and gray. The movement started in 1917 in the netherlands otherwise known as de stijl. Although it consists of straight lines and rectangular shapes it was designed to show the utopian ideal of spiritual harmony and order. May seem a litte far out for something so simplistic as this but its actually and interesting movement with a cubistic light. Believe it or not there was actually a house constructed with these dutch neoplasticism rules, the Rietveld schroder House. A few other popular works too but wikipedia the rest haha.

old idols

I remember back in '06 i attempted the "punk" look but it wasnt even punk, it was PUNKER. basically a poor cheap imitation lol. well anyways i was in love with this here girl, fefe dobson. she's brilliant and was my idol when i was younger and still today i think she's darling. Her style has changed just as everyone's does as time goes by but her tiny thin stature goes well with her creative fits. oh! and her music isnt so bad either its the perfect aha! dosage of pop you could use every morning.

water, purified

Sitting here tv on, barefoot, bottled water and a tv dinner. I could certainly go for some maui melon. anyways life is a standstill but a good standstill. basically im just really happy its better than before. At first i felt like thumbelina and the world was a giant mellow jello pool that was slowly drowning me, its wierd and seems sadistic but there's a lot of thinking going on this summer. Luckily i always climb out of it, like i said things are better. They say the moon controls the tide of the ocean, well im a mermaid controlling my own current (for now) so i guess that makes me a moon child.

moonchild dancing in the shadows..waiting for the kiss from a sunchild.

'ello again.

NONE of you have this.

(not even me) SO DO NOT SAY YOU DO.

simply beautiful.
thank you, yoko and john. for showing us a glimpse.

i got a tad too deep.

so im eating a can of chef boyardee spaghetti and meatballs with a fork. i got about half way and warmed up the rest haha. i just found that a little amusing.....

so basically me personally gets on my nerves because "me personally" is the one to blame for my life's inconveniences. Why so, because you can only blame yourself for what you do. Anyways my boyfriend decided to take me out, help me forget the bad and see the good. So we leave school and we go. im worried the whole time that someones gonna find out or my parentals are gonna pop out of nowhere but hes there holding my hand telling me to calm down. Basically his reassurance is what kept me from pissing my pants. That day we did a few things i like, rode the bus to like no man's land and back
and still made it home in time for lunch haha. Before that though we spent a good hour in the mall, curly fries in hand, along w. a nervous smile on my face oh how i am nervous. Took a few snaps in the photobooth which summed up the day.
From start to finish i was worried to death so consequently the day wasnt as great as it shouldve been.
you think they have meds for that? [just jiving]

This here makes me stay, deeper into the lovepool.